My first post in English

I’ve been living in Auckland for 7 weeks, I’m studying in Embassy CES, and for me this school has good level, good teachers and good facilities. Sometimes for my personality is difficult to meet new friends, but each day I keep in mind that I need to improve as a person, there are lots of things that I hate about myself so if I have a chance to make a change I take it. But I don’t know for what reason I still make the same mistake: Avoid things that I hate about me. Maybe I’m afraid that if I chance a lot I’m going to loose my personality, all time I think what happen if I make this decision or why I didn’t do that stuff. Even if you don’t know me, sometimes I think that you have the same problems; I like to know how some people face this problem I’m not looking for an answer but at least your opinion can help me to look something that I haven’t looked it.

For example I met a girl from Taiwan, she is so nice and for me she is beautiful, but I am shy, when I see her face-to-face my stomach becomes as a twister but I have never avoided to talk with her...

P.D. Excuse me if I made a lot mistakes but I'm learning. When I update my level I'll correct my mistakes.